Love is growing more each day

I am amazed everyday I wake up beside Benny. And I know exactly how he feels for me. I could see it in his eyes how much I meant to him. All this years, I've never felt that attention. The way he looks at me makes me feel I got the whole world. I felt delusional sometimes because I still cannot believe this is happening to me.
I feel so loved..  And every morning he wake up,  I know that he stares at me. And he gently kiss my lips and tell me I am his everything. I feel my morning are very powerful and full of hope beside him. And I feel more energetic about how God bless us in a very mysterious way.
I am glad that he love me for me. And I love him as he is. For my eyes, he is the most handsome and sexy man I know. My heart beats and my soul is glad that my kids even like him. And he loves my children.
We promised each other that we will try to comfort each other and be strong no matter what happens in life. That we will try to love and respect each other in all circumstances that we meet.

I am just feeling a bit sad because I couldn't give him a child anymore. My womb is already operated and I am ligated. It's closed forever. I can't bear a child. I wish I could bring back my decision, but I still believe in miracles..  I know in God's perfect timing, a child will come in our arms. I know..

I am living life looking forward to the days that we will build together.. I'm glad we found each other.. I'm glad it didn't work with our past because it has taught us so much to be really perfect for each other. I'm happy every morning of my wakening, I'm satisfied for my daily.. And we believe God will always take care of us and my children  and all our families.. God is our refuge and strength..