Believe in my God..!! Believe in my God..! Come back to me....! Benny heard my voice and tried to get up. Searching where my voice came from, and I felt, Yes.. He recognized my voice...
It was one sunny day. I worked at night of thursday from 7pm to 9am of friday. I went home while Benny have to work his morning shift at 7-12nn. I shopped from a grocery store nearby my workplace then went home and cook lasagne. Its Benny's favorite, I got to prepare a huge lunch I think.
Finally after waiting for some hours, he came home. Met me in the kitchen with a warm big hug. it is always comforting with his embrace, there is something in the warmth that makes me feel good and safe.
At around 2pm, we went to the city gym to train. And along with us a friend who want to learn to train herself too. So it went well. We were finished in about 1 hour and 30 minutes.
We took some coffee along the city, infront of the Bank along the the big hallway of the centrum. On the right side is the coffee shop where we drunk coffee before few weeks after we met the first time.
Ahead of the street is viewing the bridgre to the trainstation.
After the coffee break, we decided to look on some clothings that could fit Benny, and of course for me too. Looking for some clothes to buy for the sunday service. He tested some clothings and finally got some pairs that fits.A blue shorts and a suit for me. Then he said he feels dizzy so we decided to go. I said I will just pay the stuff then we go. So we went down the cashier stand in line to pay. I told Benny to wait me outside so he could have some air, because it is a little suffocating inside the boutique.
He waited me outside, then in about few minutes, I was looking for him then I saw him on the ground. I thought first maybe he just fell down.
Then the seizure started. It was intensefully shaking his whole body as he bits his tounge and eyes pupils were starting to fade. His hazel eyes turned yellow and his face is turning blue.
I got panicked, I didnt know what to do. I am a nursing aid, but that moment I promise you, all I have thought and known was nothing. I am thankful there were three women who tried to help Benny.
Then they try to help him breath, as I hold his hands.Then a woman who helped him confirmed she is a doctor, calls Benny. He was unresponsive, unconscious. The woman called him in his name but he didnt hear, I got scared I am loosing him. so I closed my eyes and said, I love You Lord. Bring him back his senses. Because I have my hope in my heart and my faith in my spirit that I have to calm down and trust the Lord. I prayed for Benny to come back to me then I whispered in Benny's ear.. '' Believe in my God, Believe in my God..! Come back to me honey..!!! ''
in a second his pupils are turning big, and he tried to search for me. I know He was searching for me.
Then the woman called him again, he didnt answer. The I said, Benny..! I am here, please be calm and come back to me.. then Benny turned his head towards the people that sorrounds him. He search for my voice but wasnt sure where it came from. He recognizes my voice. he recognizes my love. Then he went up but wasnt able enough to stand up. He is still weak and we have to wait for the ambulance.
In the emergency room, the doctors tried to figure out whats happening with him. Then they asked him if he remember anything, his mind refuses to remember the day, the month and the year. I whispered and tried ''honey..? do you still know me?'' and he replied, ''yes, you are my wife''
and he became better after few hours.
At the observation room. I spoke to him to not just say yes to me all the time. If he feels tired, or not feeling well he must tell me so he could stay home and rest, I can understand it then. But he told me the sweetest word ever I have heard in my whole life. ''I dont want to miss one minute of my life without you. You are my wife and I dont want you to be alone, I always want to be with you'' then i told him.. ''Dont ever go away from me that way, ever again... I dont want you to go and I dont want to be alone. You are mine because I love you''
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| this was the bird I took a photo before the happening happened |
and I love this man with all my heart forever.
I thank you Lord father for the healing upon benny.
I thank you Frida doctor whom have been Godsend in helping Benny. May you be blessed in your career and in other peoples lives.
I thank the ambulance team and Emergency staff for doing a great job.
